my_only_escape

Thursday, December 8th, 2005

Subject:	fuckin fuck fuck fucker and a half
Time:	10:49 pm.
Mood:	angry.
Music:	Lie To Purify-Unearth.

god damn im fuckin angry how do i deal with myself when im like this i just take it out on everyone around me or i have to pretend im ok fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck!

//I win...//

Thursday, February 3rd, 2005

Subject:	hella bored screaming inside at my head
Time:	9:06 am.
Mood:	depressed.
Music:	Silverstein- Giving Up.

seems like yesterday i dont talk on here
making weird sound in my throat all day
cant find anything to do
have to mow the lawn need to get out of the house
tell me where to go
hhhmmmm

//I win...//

Tuesday, January 25th, 2005

Subject:	life suck weiner
Time:	7:39 pm.
Mood:	awake.
Music:	cant spell rap without crap.

dang noone answers my postssssss
idiots
were all goona die....
someday
newaysbye

Read 4 or //I win...//

Thursday, December 16th, 2004

Subject:	i get to switch
Time:	3:10 pm.
Mood:	cheerful.
Music:	AFI.

YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!YAY!

YAY!

Read 5 or //I win...//

Wednesday, December 8th, 2004

Subject:	bored
Time:	8:22 am.
Mood:	bored.

hey school sucks
someone save me

Read 3 or //I win...//

Thursday, December 2nd, 2004

Subject:	life sucks my booty hole
Time:	2:58 pm.
Mood:	depressed.

life is supposed to give us meaning
but it hurts me
why cant we all live normal, perfect lives
god wouldn't want it that way

death seems as the only way out
but fear has control of every aspect of my life
everyday seems like another way to torture my soul

all i can do is hold on to my hopes
and pray everything will be okay

-marcus meyer

Read 3 or //I win...//

Tuesday, November 16th, 2004

Subject:	i made a new friend
Time:	2:20 pm.
Mood:	chipper.
Music:	none.

i made a new friend she posted i feel special
thank you hell kitten ummm i kinda wanna know your name
cuz i cant keep callin you by your sn thing
mine is Marcus very origional but i dont care

Read 2 or //I win...//

Friday, November 5th, 2004

Subject:	poop a doop
Time:	2:57 pm.
Mood:	full.
Music:	HIM.

dang im hella bored
bored llike this
i got my phone back fuckers
yup
uh huh
oh yeah
you aint got my number
HIM is awesome opossum
uggghhhh!!
bored someone post so i can post back retards
eh eh
no one luffs me ne more
damn!
fu all no im just kidding
i ate too much food

Read 3 or //I win...//

Friday, October 1st, 2004

Subject:	Damn
Time:	2:28 pm.
Mood:	confused.
Music:	Hey Ya (hella Dumb).

i hate my mom
she took my phone
i hate it
no one to talk to
it sucks butt

Read 5 or //I win...//

Tuesday, August 31st, 2004

Subject:	horny
Time:	9:33 am.
Mood:	horny.

yess very much

//I win...//

Subject:	school
Time:	9:31 am.
Mood:	giddy.

heehee i hate bums still

//I win...//

Tuesday, July 27th, 2004

Subject:	poop
Time:	12:40 pm.
Mood:	chipper.
Music:	i hate bums.

i have to uh i forgot

//I win...//

Wednesday, July 21st, 2004

Subject:	glurp 8^*
Time:	1:40 pm.
Mood:	angry.
Music:	Atreyu- Lip Gloss and Black.

my life sucks my butthole

live, love, burn, die

Read 3 or //I win...//

Wednesday, June 30th, 2004

Subject:	Dont Wanna go back
Time:	11:01 am.
Mood:	irritated.
Music:	UnderOath-Alone In December.

im living with my dad right now because i "dislike" my mother she yells ALOT lik GRRRRRRRRRRR! i dont wanna go back down and live there ADVICE im alone/clueless

Read 5 or //I win...//

Sunday, April 4th, 2004

Subject:	My Prison
Time:	9:41 am.
Mood:	naughty.

Today I go back home. It sucks
my butt, but thats O.K. School is boring.
I want to see my girlfriend but she lives
far away and I only get to see her
once maybe twice a week. Im bored. Blah,
blah, blah, blah, I talk too much.

Read 6 or //I win...//

Saturday, April 3rd, 2004

Subject:	FETUS!!!
Time:	11:32 pm.
Mood:	bouncy.

I adopted a cute lil' gothy fetus
from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus! </a

//I win...//

Time:	11:21 pm.
Mood:	blah.

this is marcus' first entry...
done by Bettie Jane!!
i am so bad ass!!

<3xxx.

//I win...//

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